I always walk alone at night and people around me advised me to not do it often because they say that it's dangerous. That's why I always take extra precaution while walking alone at night at the university. Little did I know that walking under the sunlight doesn't really promise me safety either. Well, I felt this way because on my way to withdraw money today, I saw a snake at the parking space at a building near my hostel, and I felt scared. Real scared. Plus, I brought no protection with me except my umbrella. I guess I can use my umbrella as my defense if I walked there, but I quickly changed my direction though it is a small snake, I could not bear to watch it. The sight of a snake is traumatizing to me. I don't know why this feeling of scared made me think of my family. Well, I guess I know why. They've been protecting me all this while, but when I am alone, I have to be quick in my action to not be blur and know how to protect myself. I really took my family for granted, I realized. How I wish I could let them know that I really need them more than just being my supplier?
I
am sorry
for taking for my family
for granted all this while. Just like
how I treat my belongings with such a rough
manner, like my umbrella. My family, on the other hand, is
like my best quality umbrella, because they protect me from the sunny
hot sun, and
that deep down inside I do need my umbrella though I think I can stand the
heat and the rain and portray an independent image. But actually I need it
more now. I needthe comfort of home,and the messy condition of my bed.Arggh,
I guess Imiss home the most when I have bread and jam for my lunch today. The
more secure we feel when
carrying
big
walking
the confusing weather,
the more
self-conscious
we feel
carrying the
big umbrella
to everywhere
went. So uncool,
we might think.
And troublesome,
carrying such
a big umbrella
while going out.
But, it do come in
handy when the
rain falls, isn't it?
Don’t the same
thing applies to
Family?
Sometimes,
We felt
that is
uncool to
walk with
our parents
when going
shopping
going out
On an outing,
Especially at
this almost
adult age.
We prefer
going out
with our
cool friends.
But at the
same time
we felt
secure, because
we need not
worry about
the outing’s
expenses,
and the transport
even. So,
treasure your
umbrella now,
Before the big
wind and heavy
rain come and
blew it away.
5 comments:
Sis Maureen, u must not go out to walk all alone yourself. Of cos in Penang is dangerous. During Christmas and New Year every year is still dangerous when I was stayed at home. My bro advised me before I was surprised to read some bad news which happened in Penang in the newspaper.
U should take a note from people who advised you. Don't be stubborn.
=) =D
hi, Sis Nancy.. thanks for the advice.. hehe.. yup, i shud take their advice.. hehe. but sometimes no choice to walk alone because of the circumstances.. K, i will try not to be stubborn.. ;)
ktk nang slalu jak cmya.bila org mdh,ktk akan jwb, "xpa..dh biasa lgpun ada payung bah..".jga2 tau..(^^,)
no wonder u always brought ur umbrella..thats gud..slain mksud tsuratnya utk blindung dr hujan n panas,mksd tsiratnya ada juak,MISS FAMILY...I MISS MY FAMILY TOO(^^,)
Hehe, Hawa... Ya lah. aku nang seorang yg degil, aku sik tau kenak.. hehehehe.. Dah habit kot.. Hehehehe...
Yup, i always brought my umbrella for protection.. Hehehe.. Seperti my family always protect me.. Yup, especially to us study so far here, we terpaksa korbankan kerinduan terhadap family.. Sabar jak lah kitak miak Sarawak yg merantau jauh ke Pulau Mutiara situk.. Hehehe..
hehehe...(^^,)
thanks God cz i've u here as my fren..
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