7 Mad Things Thou Have/Haven't Known About Me...

[Interframe: When I create new post, that means I'm free from exam, yahoo~! And I have to start packing! boo hoo~!]

Thanks to Step and Melod for the awards. Really appreciate them. Bukan selalu dapat awards, weh~! Kitak dua memang best! Aku salute! Aku sayang.. aku cinta, aku suka.. Okay, so after I received this award, instead of giving a full long speech, I am required to share 7 things about myself. Hmm, at least this question is something that I can score better than the paper this morning. So 7 things huh~ Well, I guess apart from the 10 things that I mentioned at the right side of the blog, there's more to me than meets the eye. Well, I guess maybe most of the people around me have their own perceptions on who I am, it can be either positive or negative, but oh well, that's their perceptions, and I couldn't blame them cause I also make perceptions about them. *wink* And hell yeah, I know that I am not an open book, thus the complication of my behaviour. Okay, let's start counting~!


First, I am not a perfectionist like my sister. My priorities are always different from others. I don't mind if I disappoint myself sometimes because I never wanted to expect so much out of myself either. The motto of my life is "Happy first, sad later~!" Yeah, you know where this motto is applicable, which is during exam of course. I had a hard time compromising my entertainment for studies at the moment. That is why I admire without fail anybody who could give up their entertainment for the sake of exam, cause I couldn't even give up facebook until the morning of exam! I am not a hardworking though the way I present myself tells otherwise but as they say, looks can be deceiving. So that's it, everybody.

Secondly, behind this vulnerable face, I am actually a MEAN person. Why sometimes people tend to think I am nice is still a mystery to me. Was it my facial expression? Seriously, I didn't know that I have a smiley face. I was surprised when a person whom I knew from a retreat that I've been to said that I have a smiley face and said that my smile bring joy to him. People said I smiled when I actually did not intend to. (-_-") I felt like I am abnormal due to that smiley face syndrome that I had. And sometimes people I don't know smiled at me because they thought I smiled at them. But it's okay though. As long as I don't kobek at them, ok dah.


Thirdly, I am a sexist sometimes. Correction, most of the times. I treated my female friends and male friends differently. I tend to be sarcastic to my male friends and I speak in a low and cuter voice with a female friend. I felt joy when bullying a male friend. (Muahahahaahah Duke! Hahahahahah Peter! Hahahhahahaha boys!) XD I felt such joy when bullying them because they tend to look helpless when they tend to control macho in front of others. I think this is a big weakness and a main reason why I am still singlelicious still now (not that I complain, lol). I don't like to be that oh-so-nice and that oh-so-sweet girl in front of guys when I am not, I mean uwekkk!! I too felt uncomfortable whenever a guy become too control macho in front of me. I mean, puh-lease. There's not need to be too tight - I am not your employer or your interviewer. I am just another person here. Thus, if I have to have someone in my life, a partner for example, he has to accept me for all these weaknesses in me, and I have to be tolerant towards him too.

Fourthly, I am a contest maniac. I love to join online contests in Astro. I mean, the one that doesn't require you to post something to the post office, and the one with the questions where you can find the answer from Wikipedia or another sources in the net. So far, I've won a few CDs from Channel V, a Kimora Lee Simmons Barbie from Astro, some goodie bags, etc. In conclusion, love you Channel V and Astro! My life would suck without you!


Fifthly, I am annoyed at racist people. They just don't belong to the society. Blerk~! :P"""""


Sixthly, I believe in karma (just like Matt, lol). What goes around, comes around. Those who had done bad things to others had learned their lessons the hard way. I've seen people I know from primary school who used to be bullied during their childhood but is now making a great comeback, they looked hot, cool, and gorgeous. And they could be the one with the last laugh, laughing at those who used to bully them!

And last but not least, the seventh heaven!!:

I hate to live an ordinary life - though I am living one now. Lol. I mean, ordinary as in everyday doing the same thing, or chasing the same thing like everybody else, which is of course chasing time, money and becoming the best. Tell you what, I don't mind being compared as the person with the least quality during a comparison, because inside me I know, though I have nothing, God has given me so much, and blessed me with much things that I least expected. Though I don't have much, I experienced so much. And I saw that others who are more perfect than me could not enjoy their lives like I do. For example, why do you care to look pretty so much when only others can enjoy your beauty when looking at you? You go on a diet, you exercise, then at the end of the day it's the people around you who experienced pleasure looking at you while you just have to torture yourself in your high heels and tight dress. It's not like you can look at your own reflection 24 hours perday right? That's what I mean, and I am not surprised if you did not get what I mean because I write in a complicated manner. XD

Ah.. Finally completed the list! Phew~!

And if you still have more questions apart from what I've shared about me
(which I think is a lot already)
do ask me some questions here in formspring ---> in this link.

Yeah, I just created this formspring account right after exam today. XD

So, as generous as I am, hehe, I would like to present this award to the next 7 lucky bloggers that I know.

Since Michelle@Misel and Pamela were already tagged by my sister, I give this awards to the those who has not been tagged (as far as I know lah~ hihi).

So congratz the chosen 7!!! ----> namely Amanda, Hawa, Claire Marie, Mel Ed, Shakira, Afiq, and introducing Angelo, a new blogger on the blogstreet, whom, by the way is the younger brother of Michelle@ Misel. It's nice kan to have siblings on the blogosphere - the way I have with my sis. Lol. Another way to get connected with your sibling and to know their stuff without needing to ask them about it.


PS: By the way, I did not tag Haffiz because I know that either Hawa, Mel or Kiki will tag him. ;) hehe.