Thursday, October 1, 2009

I'm Alive...

But my blog wasn't, during the Raya holidays till now..

Okay, the reason was that I had a little problem signing in to Gmail and all the google accounts, thank God that there wasn't any really important e-mail in my inbox these few days. Well, the other reason that I hate to admit was that I wasn't motivated to blog. Facebook had taken 99% of my attention and energy. ;S

There were many activities during the holiday but I don't have the time to list them all out here. If only I could upload the pictures here and let them do the talking, or perhaps writing, in this context.

Today, as usual, I am going to attend the CUS weekly gathering, but this week it's a bit different. I have to handle the worship part. I don't know how to handle this. I won't freak out if it was something like behind the curtain thingy but this thing, I am sure gonna be dead. Yeah, I know, for some of you who have been a professional in handling praise and worship will think that it's not a big deal to handle just one part, which is the worship part. BUT.. for someone like me, who doesn't like to do presentation or standing in front of public, I just have a rough idea on how to handle it. Plus, worship thingy is the slow sentimental part, you gotta build the feel, you gotta make people feel touched through your prayer but me, I don't have that skill, like Debbie (former CUS exco) and Harianna has. Both of them were very good in handling praise and worship and I salute them for that.

Today, I have lots of things to do in my mind, my assignments, activitiy and again assignments.. Huhuhu..

Oh, Lord.. Help me not to sing in squeaky voice and help me to be able to touch people through my voice..And help me to complete the assignment days before the deadline. Amen..

8 comments:

lalalalalalala said...

Chai yo! you can do it.

Amanda said...

finally got update ady.. I dont have any probs with my gmail acc leh. still can sign in. hmm. mbe they updating your acc eh. hehe.

Hmmm about talking in front of a crowd.. the first time i did that i was SOOO nervous. i talked tad bit too fast during my 1st presentation. but i still did ok la. haha. phew. i think this is something everyone must learn to master. I think u'll do fine tho.. u know how to talk in front of the class masa u teach in St. Mary's right? u just think of it as like that la. hehe~~

at first sure feel nervous one.. but i think towards the middle u'll relax a bit dy. :)

Mad Maureen said...

Bi@Pam: hey thanks.. that's sweet of you.. =))

Amanda: huhu.. only me who has prob with gmail account.. others don't have.. heheh.. yeah, u're right.. but what i did at st mary was sth like marah2 the students while this particular thing that i just did this afternoon was praying and be serious. i can hardly be serious. huhu. well, i did quite a lot of mistakes during the worship session just now but i dun mind.. heheh.. i knew that i wasn't good for this thingy.. ;)

Anonymous said...

even though i came in late, i thought you did pretty well. i'm not even sure if i can do that. just ur suara x cukup calm o hypnotizing. if it is, then u x have to worry liao. ur prayers are actually quite good cos u connect it with the songs that we are going to sing. it's actually the trick we always use if we x reli know what to say during prayers. but it is good cos sometimes ppl just sing and x reli try to undstd the meaning of the song. by elaborating on it, u help them to understand and think more abt the songs.

keep up the good work. but just remember, dun sound terketar-ketar like ur x confident. that is what kills the feelings, x the words. dun have to worry abt the words that much cos if it truly comes from ur heart, i'm sure it will touch others.

Hawa said...

Maureen equal to facebook..hehehe(^^,)

Mel said...

dun worrie so much...juz have faith in urself...u can do it...facebook oooo facebook....let's form a group called addiected 2 facebook

Mad Maureen said...

Mel Chua: Hey, thanx for the compliment but honestly i don't deserve it. Before u arrived, i did some mistakes like clicking the wrong button on Arthur's laptop, causing the slide to turn to the page that it wasn't supposed to be at.. heheh.. anyway, thanx for the support and the tips to improve.

Hawa: heheh.. yeah, Maureen equals to facebook.. Hawa equals to games.. And bila lagi anda nak join facebook? heheh

Mel Edward: thanx for the support Mel.. yes, you should form a group like that and then i will join that group, heheh.. ;) Jom Addicted to Facebook..

Hawa said...

btol3x..hehehe

bila?ntah la..xpala,klak takut kmk terambik title ktk ya..kekalkn maureen = fb,so not me but u..(^^,)

so lain kali la kmk join kelab ktk 2 mel ya..when i've fb..