The Million Dollar Question..

Back at university, whenever I was asked the question "Mau, are you free? Want to hang out?" from my friend, it was always easy to give the green light and the definite "Yes". The only thing to consider was whether I was free or not. And transportation was the least to worry about back in university - firstly, because there was always another option like buses and secondly, there are places to hang out near our campus.

But here in my hometown, what was like a walk in the park back in campus was turning into a million dollar question. The question "Are you free?" and "When can we go out?" are the hardest questions ever - the million dollar questions which I had to get myself to think twice, if not thrice, just to come up with an answer. The first obstacle would be the transportation. Pa had to use the Myvi for work and Pa did not only work during office hours, but by shifts. And with my shitty driving skill, I had no guts to go behind the wheels again - unless it was for a very short distance. It had been a reaallly long time since I last touched the Myvi's stereng. (-_-")

So I guess the easiest answer to this million dollar question would be "NO, I can't come. I have no transport and even if I have, I had no guts to drive." Felt like a loser to utter those words out. I mean, who on earth kept a driving license and renewed them anually but do no drive? Oops, I know who, but my mom is an exception cause she did not have the opportunity to drive an auto car the first time she got her license.

So sorry guys. I can't go out tomorrow night. That's my answer to the million dollar question.