WHAT was, WHAT is, and WHATwill be, will be..

WHAT WAS....

Just a brief summary (let's yawn everyone~) of what happened last week.. Man, last week was hectic.. And I went for a weekend retreat after Fr Dominic invited me and Man Lee to join it.. Well, it all happened this way.. On Thursday night, while me and Man Lee was busy discussing for the Public (how i tempted to change it to pubic, gosh, i am waayyy so negative lately) Relation group (ass)ignment, I got a call from Fr Dominic. He was a youth chaplain for our Catholic Undergraduate Society, and he invited me and Man Lee to join this retreat. The fee for a retreat is actually expensive, usually range around RM60 to RM 70, but he offered to sponsor us. I was like, well, this is a golden opportunity, but I was (and still) waaayyyy to busy for that. But, for he was a very good priest and always come to our CUS gathering when I invited him, so maybe this is the chance for me repay his kindness to us. And perhaps there's a blessing in disguise while joining this retreat, who knows. So, voila, I joined the retreat on Friday evening, right after the CUS AGM that afternoon. And yeah, the retreat was really relaxing, inspiring and met new and old friends there.. ;)

Talking bout the AGM, here, I would like to congratulate all the new CUS excos - namely Helen Lee the president, Esteranza the vice president, Theodora Tang the secretary, Claire Su the assistant secretary, Peter Chin the treasurer, Elizabeth J.O. the AJK outreach, Claire Marie the AJK Publisiti, Marcela the AJK Kerohanian, Timothy and Veraneeta the AJK Muzik. Did I miss anybody? If yes, sorry ya. I am blogging in a rush. :"



Me (former assistant secretary) handing the newly-bought file to the new very pretty + fabulous + I'm proud of her, new assistant secretary, Claire Su.


Vow from new excos.. Hehe.. Err, currently I wasn't in here anymore cause my new post just lasts for roughly three hours.. Sorry I was too coward and didn't have the courage to take up the AJK Kerohanian post.. Marce will do a lot better than me.. Thanks Marce~! :')

Fr Dominic, our youth chaiplain, the cool father. hehe.

And yeah, thank God I already shopped for my shawl, shoes and clutch which I am going to wear to CUS Dinner on 27th March.. Woo hoo~! But they cost me a lot of money.. (-_-=)

WHAT IS...
Move on to this week. What am I doing now? I am blogging from PHS2 library after finishing 2 presentations in one day. And the presentations were bad. Haiz.. (-_-) Well, what do I expect? I wasn't preparing well, cause I was dividing my time between (ass)ignments and that's what I get. And what is bothering my mind right now? Of course it will still be the unfinished (ass)ignments which I have to submit this Friday. Guess how many assignments I have in my hand right now? Not one, not two, but 9 (spelled NINE) assignments!!!!! Gosh!!!!!! This explains why I seldom blog and what made me wanna cry was that when my blog was inactive, it was the time that the Nuffnang campaign was going on. And of course, I couldn't earn much.. Kuangx4. And by the way, mentioning about Nuffnang earning, well, I earned RM0.26 from the ads campaign so far. I was happy though it was a small amount (can only buy two sweets, or maybe four) because I've never earn anything from blogging before. So this is a new thing for me. XD

WHAT WILL BE..

I have a CUS Annual dinner coming soon (this Saturday, y'all) and at first I had a hard time because I didn't have any dress for the dinner but thanks to Matthlessa who came to the rescue, she lent me her dress which she never wore before. :') That was a really nice gesture.. So touched.. ;) And that left me to look for the clutch, shoes and shawl, which I spent almost RM80 on all of them. Haiz.. Dinner is always like that. And talking bout that, I think on this Saturday, maybe I will have my make up and a little hairdo at Gotcha Saloon (Sg Dua) for this party since my last year's very talented free make up artist + make up provider (Mellisa Reeve) who had done make up for me cannot do the make up together for this year because she, my sis and her gang will be having a PIBG meeting this Saturday (of all the day, boo PIBG!!).. So, I will join my senior, Man Lee to dress up at Gotcha saloon. And it will roughly cost me RM40 for both make up and hairdo.

I hope all these pimples will go away soon. Huhu.


CUS Nite, Cititel, here I come.. ;D

It's just hard to satisfy everyone when you're feeling empty inside....

This busy-ness is making me feel empty..

I wanted to help, but I can't even help myself..

Oh, great, it just made me look more idiotic and selfish than usual..

If I can buy time with my life, I would...

Life is empty without enough time to take back and relax...

What's the use of a long life if it's just focused on getting everything done?

And worries?

Worries are sign of selfishness.

Selfish about what will happen to ME tomorrow?

Why should I worry about ME??

Worried that I might be HATED?

Worried that people might MISUNDERSTAND me?

Whatever that is, I don't wanna care anymore..

Whatever people think about me, whether I'm selfish, whether I'm weak,
whether I'm idiotic, that's not gonna matter to me anymore...

Because they should be worried about what I think about them too..

I should just worry about where I go when I die...

I know I don't deserve to go to HEAVEN...

But at least let me feel the forgiveness in purgatory...

Indeed, this season of lent is full of temptations for me..

Amen.