Saturday, January 30, 2010

Friday - My Fright Day!

[Interframe: Have you ever experienced that moment where there's too many things to do at one time, and there's one time you find yourself clueless to do something with your time? Argh, I always experience this... ]

Gosh, I wish I could tell back the things I had experienced on Friday in full details. So many things to do, and no, I am not saying this because I was involved in Thaipusam celebration, but it was because there were too many things - which has nothing to do at all with Thaipusam - cramped on this one day. By the way, I wanna wish a belated Thaipusam to those who were celebrating it.. :D

Friday started with a morning class at 8 am. I woke up around 6.50 am, and I slept around 1.30 am the night before (or precisely that morning). I walked to the lecture hall with my hostel mate/friend - Amirah who happened to have the sleepy morning sindrom like me. The lecture was on one of my minor subjects - Public Relation- and I was yawning the whole hours of the class. After the class, I went back to hostel with Amirah, took my shower (yes, I haven't shower before class, guilty...) and went to buy some kuih with her. After that, I had to prepare myself for the CUS weekly gathering that was going to happen at 12.30 pm. The time was 11.00 am and I was already on my way to the venue for the gathering, which was held at one of the tutorial classes in USM.

Imagine me carrying the plastic full of t-shirts, a guitar, and my own bag. Lol. I looked like one of the overload backpackers. The only difference was that I was wearing a sling bag instead of a backpack. I arrived around 11.15 am at the gathering venue but nobody has arrived yet. So I prepared the attendant list, and after that, trying to read the novel that my lecturer had assigned us to read. I was restless. It was already 11.35 am - I had to go to USM Sungai Dua gate
to escort the priest (Fr Dominic) who was going to be the speaker of the day. So I left my things at the room and messaged my friend to let her know that I left the things at the room without attendance, because I had to go to escort Fr.

So I finally arrived at USM Sungai Dua Gate before 12 pm. I was relieved. So I sat on the bench and continued with my novel.

A few minutes later, Fr Dominic arrived in his proton Gen 2, with two students, or precisely, two high school leavers. Actually, (thanks to my blurness) I thought I was looking at the wrong car - I thought it was a family driving the same car like Fr Dominic's. Lol. And when I finally seated myself at the backseat of Fr Dominic's car, just beside the female student, whom I later learned that her name was Faith (bukan nama sebenar) and the boy seated in front was Edward (bukan nama sebenar), I became comfortable. They were nice friendly people. Faith was very matured in thinking for her age, Edward was cynical and like to tease Fr Dominic. I showed the way to the venue (with a few errors at first, lol, for not informing Fr earlier about which road to turn to), then we finally arrived at the venue (BT150).

Then while preparing for the gathering, suddenly, I got an unfamiliar number calling me. Surprisingly, it was from Kavitha (bukan nama sebenar), one of my coursemates. She told me that she needed a favour from me - which was to take the novels from Dr R's room to distribute to the students who ordered the books because she was going back to her home for Thaipusam, and Dr R was going to have an important meeting at around 2.30 pm later. So, I was torn because I needed to be there for the gathering's preparation but yet I had to be at somewhere else. So I walked fast to the C11 building from bt150, and on the way, a girl said 'Hi' and waved at me, but I couldn't recall who she was, because I never met her before, so in return, I smiled at back at her. Finally, I met Dr R at this room. Dr R passed to me 10 novels, and told me he had an important meeting at around 2.30 later, so that was why he would not be available. He thanked me, and I flew off with 10 novels (in a paperbag) with me.

On the way out of the lecturer's office building, I saw a familiar face at the SK bus stop, Jasper! Jasper was one of the members in my CUS club, but he rarely shows up these days. I heard that he was busy, I waved at him, had no time to talk with him since he was on the phone and I was on the rush. Inside my heart, I was quite disappointed, why were there just a few people present for our weekly gathering though we had promoted it half dead. We had printed, photostated, and pasted the posters around campus, we had sms-ed each of the members, but just a few of them turned up. I knew and was aware that most of them were busy (most of the seniors had practical and lab, but what about the juniors?), but I was more disappointed for those who chose to hang out at other places than to gather there with us. And yes, I really felt it because I used to be that person, who purposely came late for CUS gathering and trying hard to find great excuse to be absent for the gathering just because I didn't feel the sense of belonging. The only thing that tied me down to CUS during my first year was my sister and her friends. They were really supportive of CUS activities, and I will feel great guilt if I didn't join the gathering because I know that was the time I could spend some quality time with them. Though I felt reluctant to join the gathering at first, I finally got over it and the sense of belonging gradually grew. So that was why I tried my best to entertain most of the newcomers just to motivate them to come to the gathering once I joined the exco team. I threw away my used-to-be-shy attitude, my ego, and my insecurities and try to speak to all of them, though I might humiliate myself at the end. It's worth to be humiliated to make somebody else be comfortable. Okay, I guess I had digressed from my actual purpose to tell my story briefly on this day.

After that, I arrived at bt 150 with ten novels with me. Fr Dominic was going to teach us the right way to read the bible. He taught us that we had to consider the context, the underlying messages and not to take the all the words in the bible literally, some of them had contextual meaning. We had to consider the era of the writers and so on in reading the bible. After the gathering, I joined Fr Dominic, Faith and Edward to eat our lunch, and Fr Dominic, as usual, was the one who was going sponsor us. I was quite guilty to let Fr sponsor my lunch when it was his birthday last week (we didn't do anything for him, ahem) and I wasn't his assistant. At least, Faith and Edward did something for him, but me, what had I done other than asking for Fr's favour? Hmm... But since Fr was always generous and all that, the sense of guilty lessen. Lol.

We ate at Bali Bali since Red House had run out of food, and there, we met Juslin, Arthur, Helen, Elizabeth and Peter. We joined their table and had conversation. Suddenly, my phone rang and it was from a classmate of Dr R's class. It was Yeon Yoo (bukan nama sebenar), looking for me to take the novels. I told her I was not at USM at the moment, I was at Bali Bali, so we will meet at USM gate. So when we finally finished our lunch (I noticed Fr Dom didn't finish his vegetables, heheh), I asked Fr Dom to send me to the USM Sg Dua gate instead of my hostel since I will meet someone there, I told them. So Edward and Fr Dom teased me saying that "Wow, meet someone," Edward teased and Fr Dominic said "Wow, Maureen, got so much connections huh?" I just smiled helplessly and said "No lah." I took the books and guitar from Fr Dom's car and sat at the bench where I waited for Fr earlier. If they only knew I meet these people out of business and not personal meeting. Hehehe. Then, Yeon Yoo (bukan nama sebenar), who happened to be a Korean girl, arrived with two helpful Malay girls, who also shared the same class with me. Yeon Yoo happened to be the girl William (bukan nama sebenar) told me earlier, a Catholic Korean girl who was looking for the way to the church. So I invited her to join me with the other CUS members to go to church together on the upcoming Saturdays.

Then I gave the novel to Joana (bukan nama sebenar) and finally to a guy from China. I need much more effort to give the novels to the China guy since he didn't know where is Sungai Dua, and when I told him it's near the mosque, he didn't know what a mosque is through the phone. Did I pronounced "mosque" wrongly, I wondered."Urm, what is mosque?" He asked me and I answered "It's a place where the Muslims pray. Green colour. Urm, how about we meet at the library, you know where it is right?" Imagine me walking under the hot sun to the library as fast as I could. When I arrived there, I met Pink (bukan nama sebenar) who just came back from her bible study gathering. Then when I finally arrived in front of the library, I was asked to describe my appearance by the China guy. I told him I am the girl with black shirt, with curly2 hair, and a green bag. To make it easier, he asked me through the phone "Are you Malay or Chinese?" Then I was hesitant to answer this question. It's because yes, I am a Chinese but I don't look like one. So to be safe, I told him "I am Chinese, but I look like Malay," half laughing. Then he answered, " I think I know who you are already."Then I just shrugged and waited for him to come. I asked him to help his other four China friends to take their novels too, which left me with only one novel. So I made my move to go back to my hostel. Along the DK foyer, I heard someone called me.

"Mau!" I turned and it was Mike (bukan nama sebenar) my Sarawakian junior from CUS. I replied by giving him a scare tone "Hah, sik pergi CUS gathering tadi!!" which mean, "Hoh, you didn't go for CUS gathering." He smiled hesitantly and said there was no bus, so he couldn't make it, and furthermore, he had discussion. So I let him off the hook. Just a few steps away, my friend Pizal (nama sebenar ni, malas la nak reka nama lagi) was at the stall, promoting the "Lu Fikirlah Sendiri" movie premiere. She asked me to help spread the words, and we kept talking about our assignments for our script-writing paper. I hadn't even start, and my group hadn't even start our first meeting. Haiz.. After a few minutes of conversation, I made my way to the top floor of Fajar and landed on my bed.

When I awoke, it was already 7 something in the evening. I've had lunch, so I guess I would skip dinner that night.

(Total of words: More than a 1000 words)

Friday, January 22, 2010

Sometimes, I wish I have my own reality show...

I hope there's a video camera capturing every moment of my life though my life is not very interesting..

It's because though my life isn't interesting and I don't always get invited to parties or big events, I always witness something interesting.. Something which was meaningful that could make me tear up on the spot if I lose my self control.

Question 1:

Have you ever seen a Muslim friend helping a Christian girl sticking the posters which promote the Christian club around campus late at night?

I have seen that. And that Muslim girl is my good friend, Pizal.. She insisted on helping me to stick the Catholic Undergraduate Society posters though I asked her not to.

Question 2:
Have you ever heard a Muslim friend advising her Christian friend to pray before and after eating a meal or even a simple bread or kuih?

I have heard that. And that Muslim friend is my good friend Hawa, and she always remind me to pray before and after eating according to my own religion. And I always remembered to do that ever since. Thanks girl..

Have you ever seen three strangers from different races, Malay, Indian and Chinese ended up becoming friends during a Ko-K activities?

Well, I have never seen it, but I did experienced it, because the Malay girl was Salwa, Indian girl was Hema, and I was the Chinese girl. We met while I was taking the swimming Ko-K last year. We ended up becoming friends, both of them helped to teach me how to swim as I was the slow learner. I always joked that we made "Iklan Petronas" while socializing together.


If you think One Malaysia is only a failed mission, you could be wrong because it was already possible even when One Malaysia haven't start. Actually, we did realized about the importance of unity among races long before, it was just that sometimes we didn't realize it because we just thought that we were friends so naturally - we forgot that we were actually befriending someone from different background, different races, and different beliefs, because we focused on the similarities rather than the differences. And that was the good thing about it. We look as our friends not based on their physical differences but something beyond that, which is our thinking and our stand.

So, don't try hard to pick someone who is different from you and be friends with them just to fulfill the so-called One Malaysia. Let your friendship work out naturally. Just focus on someone who has the same thinking as you, and you will be surprised that the person who has the same thinking as you usually comes from a very different background, different belief, and different practices.

And that is the foundation of a friendship that will last rather than just a semester's friendship.


KESIMPULAN: DALAM PERSAHABATAN, ANDA TAK PERLU MENGUAR-UARKAN KONSEP SATU MALAYSIA DAN MEMBUATKAN PERSAHABATAN ANDA NAMPAK PALSU.
BIARKAN PERSAHABATAN ANDA BERMULA DENGAN NATURAL, TANPA PERLU SENGAJA BERGAUL DENGAN ORANG YANG BERBEZA HANYA UNTUK 'MEREALISASIKAN' KONSEP INI KERANA AKHIRNYA ANDA AKAN SEDAR DENGAN SENDIRINYA YANG ORANG YANG BERBEZA DENGAN ANDA SEBENARNYA ADALAH LEBIH MENYERUPAI ANDA DARIPADA ORANG YANG SAMA DENGAN ANDA.

PEACE~!!

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Why I Like It Longer


I am a girl with short hairs, short fingers, and short nails.



Look how macho I am in this pic!! -__-


I think that made me so unsexy. Though I am comfortable in my own skin, sometimes, I wish that I could have something long, instead of always short,

for example, a long hair to feel feminine and attractive, just like in the pictures below:


sexy Sienna Miller

elegant Sienna Miller

Yeah, Sienna Miller! She's all that! Slim, tall, fit, and lean, the one thing that bring her beauty to the utmost maximum is her long feminine hair.


If I have these long hairs (on my head instead of on my legs), I would not be labeled as a tomboy, but instead da bomb!


But yeah I know, it was just all in a label. I know I won't be comfortable in long hair because my personality suits short hair better (I used to have long hair before, but it doesn't bring out my personality), but I just need SOMETHING to assure that I am as feminine and as elegant as girls with long hair, even with my messy short hair, short fingers, and short nails.

And I just realize that,

the ANSWER to my NEED is THIS:



LG Chocolate Phone (BL40)!!!

Why? Why do I need this phone just to make myself feel more confident and less insecure?

Let me tell you why!

First of all, it's obviously because of the beautiful design.

Besides, the length of this phone brings out the utmost design of the phone. Just like Sienna Miller looks her best with long hair, this phone looks the best with its long length. So, if I own this phone, I would feel like the girl with the pretty long hair inside, but at the same time still comfortable in my own skin, in my own physically short hair.

Why I like it longer?

The long length of this phone makes it more elegant. Being a student, it's hard to be elegant as I always wear sneakers and jeans to class. But to own something elegant like this open the eyes of people that students like me could be elegant too! ;)


I wanna own this 'Supermodel' phone!


And I prefer something with wide screen. This phone has a four-inch wide screen with crystal clear HD resolution to give viewer a cinematic experience even through the cellphone. The length of the phone makes it more appetizing to watch movie through the phone, and the wide screen enables you to take full length picture easily even when you are near to the subject!


Besides, there are other features and functions of this phone make it so desirable, because it's a all in one functions where I can do almost anything that a student have to do, e.g: check e-mail, chatting, taking pictures for projects, socializing, etc. This phone is good to cope up with my hectic lifestyle this semester.


So, since I couldn't become a supermodel in real life, at least, at least, can I have this
'Supermodel' phone? (*=*)

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Looking for Inspiration...

Whenever we want to make a public speaking or a speech, it is advised that we should pick the title we are most familiar with, and which is better if your audience could relate to. So I have this oral communication and public speaking in English (HEK212) paper which needs all of the students to prepare their speech by the next week. The title is "Personal Experience" which is general by the way, so we ourselves had to find a specific title which is our personal experience and present it the next week. So here I am, at lost at what I should present the following week. I just had one idea in mind right now, which is "Stroke", since I had a bad experience with it. Not that I ever had stroke before, but my father was diagnosed with it when I was 18. But the problem is that I am bored to death reading the facts about stroke, what more to present it to the audience who would probably yawn the whole 3 minute if I present about it.

So the million dollar question is - What should I present huh??

Should I present about my shopping experience - which is not a really intriguing title since everybody knows about shopping well, or maybe I should present about the coping up with the hectic schedule of a university student, or maybe the benefit of studying in USM (yawn~).. OMG - I am running out of useful/acceptable/good ideas.

Maybe I should present this - how to make sleeping/eating in the lecture hall less obvious. Okay, here's a way:

1) Remember to bring a big book with you which you could use to cover your face - then voila, pretend to be engrossed in the book and actually what you were doing behind it was something else.

2) Sit behind someone who's taller than you in the lecture hall. Now you're free to do what you want, even to pick your nose.

3) Pretend to be rubbing your forehead. This will ensure you the chance to sleep for a few minutes.


Okay, I guess I have to get serious now.

Chao~!

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

A double number birthday to Amanda..




[Interframe: Read on 6th January 2010 ya.. lol.. ]

Dearest Amanda,

Today is the day you are going to turn 22 - a double number age. Hope you have a great, nice, and memorable day. Happy birthday to you. ;) Days have passed, things have changed, but the best thing about time was that our friendship is still the same, and you are still the same girl that we can relied on and who would always be there for us. We are blessed to have a bestie like you. Hope your deepest wish come true on this beautiful day and God bless you always! ;)

On your birthday, I hope you will explore more about the things in life, whether it's about yourself, your relationships and your pursuit for happiness. Here's a little thing about your name that you should do to make everyday significant in your life.

A - Always
M- Make
A - A
N - New
D - Day
A - Adventurous.

So explore more and make everyday a new day worth looking back at.. You go girl~!
*cheers with pom pom*

So, Amanda, happy birthday to you. Don't ever let go of your happy-go-lucky behaviour. All the best girl~! Good luck always.. ;)


PS, Besties forever~!!




I just grabbed this pic without permission. Lol.. I just love your look and your dress here, Ada.. ;D

Happy 22nd birthday Amanda. Hope you have a great birthday and also may your days ahead be blessed and prosperous. ;)


Your bestie who is lucky to have you,

Maureen.. ;)